I am the Socratic Ape.
Ask the scary questions, then ask some more until ignorance becomes apparent or frustration prevents further inquiry. This is my socratic process; this is the expression of my desire to understand why anything exists at all.
There is no subject unworthy, no theme that is taboo, and even nothingness is something to explore. Join me, if you wish, as I trod the path to gibbering madness.
As an intro, here's an article I wrote about consciousness.